For sale: One umbrella. Location: Costa Rica. Only used
twice. May not be useful in normal applications. Cost: $1.00 primarily to
remove my shame.
What you see here is a picture on my walk home from school.
What you don’t see is the amount of water I had already walked into soaking me
to mid-shin. I stayed after for tutoring to catch up from missing some work.
When I left there was a downpour. It was like a waterfall. Then the winds
picked up. Imagine anti-Mary Poppins. Then imagine picking up a cloth from a
bucket of water. The cloth well that was me. My umbrella obviously not functioning
at full capacity ensured that I was drenched including all of my school books . Thankfully I was only half way home.
What do you do when your life serves up a thunderstorm and
you have a broken umbrella? Let me tell you what I did. I laughed and asked
someone to take a picture. Trust me at this point, I could have reacted negatively.
I could have gotten mad but really what was the worst part? I was soaked? My
backpack was holding water. My school books soaked. My shoes wouldn’t dry for
days. In the US, we have a statement, “Don’t cry over spilled milk.” Here in
Costa Rica it is, “Don’t cry when water is on the floor.” The saying makes sense
especially with our history here. In two months, our ceiling has leaked twice,
water came under our door once flooding our living room, and 4 windows leak
when we have rain from the east.
A little water isn’t worth crying over. In fact, I think I
make a big deal about too many things. I do this mainly because I think too
much of this life and too little of heaven. Please don’t misinterpret my
reasoning, longing for heaven is good but heaven is good because Jesus is
there. If I make Jesus my supreme desire the stuff in this world doesn’t matter
near as much.
While this is good about suffering, I’m not a sufferer. I’m
a Christian and a missionary. What does this have to do with missions? Well everything.
After my time in language school, I will be transitioning to the mountains in
Ecuador to work with the Highland Quichuas. I am not going there because of
them. I’m going there because I love Jesus. Every day I have to put in the
front of my mind that I am learning Spanish not for them or for me, but for
Jesus. So with that, I’m off to study more irregular verbs.
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ReplyDeleteSounds like 'eyes on Christ' to me. Blessings. ---{rope}---
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